Love, an endless mystery♥

.Thursday, October 29, 2009 ♥

Difficult to define

Something certain things are really difficult to define.

We tend to assume too much.
Choose to believe on things that may not be real.
Rather blurred our vision,block our minds
at the end of the day not knowing that actually from the start it was there all along.

Still people would choose to run away from the facts.

Lets all stay comfortable with what we have and not change anything =)

Love, @ 11:19 AM

.Sunday, October 18, 2009 ♥

What a day

What a day.

Woke up at 9 plus though slept at 2 all thanks to my mum & sis.
Realised "da yi ma came to visit. Totally spoil the day.
Was suppose to stay home studying as sophie was here with me to study.
But it was such a spoiler and had no mood at all so end up doing nothing.
Thank god its this week and not next if not i am dead meat!
Was already not it a good mood. Dad keep pestering where to eat for dinner ar? Geylang? Bedok? Joo Chiat? Kallang? House downstairs? on and on though i already said ANYTHING!
Omg la! so ended up deciding to go to the one KP intro which is like 3 bustops away frm my house. Food was normal but at a reasonable price.

Dad is starting to consider bt car.... Guess i really need to get it done once and for all =)

MOTIVATE ME PLS.

Love, @ 8:51 PM

.Thursday, October 15, 2009 ♥

Its coming soon.

Counting down to 11 more days to hell =)
Got alil relax last weekend... Went out on Friday.... Saturday stayed home wit guilt to study and Sunday burn off in Jb.
It was a great trip as i gave myself a "free day" from books and all!
Went in 9 plus 10 in the morning and met with a jam...
Had our fav porkrib soup ( ah soon porkrib soup) the best of all in JB =)
Holiday Inn to get a hair cut while sis rebonded her hair.... Manicured with cousin...
We were so bored as sis took 4 hours plus la...
Headed to usual place for bbq food and giant for stocking up!
Homed after a tired day. I can say i really enjoyed myself.

As days passed exam dates are nearing... I have decided to lock myself at home other than meeting the usuals to study. I seriously donnoe what i am feared off and kept thinking that i have not studied enough. Due to past experience, i am not going to miss any minute i can to revise my work as i really don wan to have that regret feel in the examination hall that i should have done this or that. I am very sure that i will reward myself heftily after the exams and thanks to sis motivation of a very big present if i do well. I am going to make it!

Ps: dear sister start to save money for my motivation present...hahaha

Labels: Its gonna be a week more of horror

Love, @ 7:56 PM

.Tuesday, October 06, 2009 ♥

exams blue

Serious exam blues.

Sick of waking up in the morning knowing that i need to stay home to study.
It just feels like shit when i know that i need to study this and tht (as planned) by end of the day.
It feels worst when you can head out with yr frens to enjoy.

Seriously sick of staying home with all my books.

BUT....

I keep repeating this to myself....

Its only 2 weeks more to go.
Its only 4 modules as compared to the ones coming up subsequently.
Its only 4 exams days.

Andd... It will all be over & i will be rewarded.

Ps: shall just hang on.

Love, @ 10:07 PM

.Saturday, October 03, 2009 ♥

Cheers...

Summarized.

After cheering for the conclusion of our Ob project...

We are not moving on to the prepartion for our sem one exams which is about 21 days away...

Kinda feeling terrible as it has been 3 yrs since i last take an exam and my brain kind of rust and not able to remember things well! Anyway we are gonna bare with it as we worked so hard just for the 4 exam dates and comes the holiday which i am awaiting =)

Besides this, i would like to share something random...

As time past, ppl changes too....

Its Mooncake fest today... a fest which i actually love alot when i was younger as we got to play with lanterns, candles eps and snowskin mooncakes.

As time past and i get older... It somehow become something not significant anymore... no more lanterns and candles... not even liking snowskin mooncakes!

More on having teas, baked skin mooncakes and small talks....

To add on , i realise not only these festivals but i myself had changed....

I used to hate bittergourd & tomatoes but i am eating them now.

I cant swollow tablets for no reasons and even if a bottle of water but somehow i am able to now.

I used to be very picky with food but i am like eating almost everything even if it dont taste good.

I used to hate bread but i am like having them almost every morning.

I used to sleep early but it seems to be so irregular now.

I used to dislike daddy drinking but i am drinking now too and with him.

I used to be very dependent but i can say i am independent now!

more.....

Very random but it just shows how much things could be changed due to a person enviorment and companies... But i should be happy that the changes i made seems to be the positive ones =)

Labels: very random

Love, @ 10:29 PM