Love, an endless mystery♥

.Tuesday, July 31, 2007 ♥

Interesting

About the Pisces woman
The Pisces woman is somewhat angelic and fascinating because of her appearance of native mystery. Her deep eyes seem to look into worlds that are beyond our imagination. They are wistful, filled with an angelic desire. The Pisces woman is not very talkative and when she talks, the meanings are always confusing, dual, incomplete, as if she expected somebody else to clear them. Appreciate this personal charm of hers, but keep your eyes wide open because most certainly there is a pain or a wounded sensitiveness there, something that she hasn’t told anyone.The Pisces woman is the woman of romanticism and all love stories in the world. You can find confusions and tiredness, but also dreams and all possible discretion in her. She never lies, because she herself can’t see the line of demarcation between truth and lies, as she is always careful not to reveal her inner world or expose it to attacks or offence.

Pisces woman - Taurus man
The Taurus man won’t understand the depths of the Pisces woman’s mysterious vulnerability but he treasures her sensitivity.The Pisces woman might persuade the Taurus man to save a few whales, but he could be just too interested in making money to be charitable all the time.

Pisces 2007: Health & Fitness Horoscope
From January to September 2007, Pisces’ Sixth House of health will be dominated by Saturn, and in the first four months it will be retrograde. Your health might be poorer than usual and you could catch colds or rheumatism. You’ll tend to ignore health problems, risking to delay the healing. Try to avoid anything that might affect your osseous system, skin, nails, hair and gall bladder. Also, pay attention to your eating habits!

Overall:
Like others of your sign your inner life is intense, your imagination is very strong and your subconscious strongly influences your daily life. You feel things very deeply and your sensitivity makes you notice that which others might miss. This leads you at times to be susceptible and can create problems with people who do not understand your point of view.You feel joy and sorrow deeply. Your childhood memories marked you for life. You dream a lot and your dreams are so vivid that you are impressed by their apparent reality. Jupiter and Neptune influence you in opposite ways as one leads you towards social activity and other towards the inner life and a desire for some isolation. This can cause you difficulty in taking timely action. You often act when it is too late and the consequent failures are painful to you as you are far from thoughtless.What great dreams and aspirations you have! Your sign is that of the greatest sensitivity; that of dreams which become reality, of deep longings and of tales which come true.Your great intuitiveness is perhaps the strongest of any in the signs of the zodiac. You sometimes feel that some of your dreams will come true and this may in fact happen..

** Omg they are soo real!!!

Love, @ 10:54 PM

. ♥

JavA Day

I was soo tired today and woke up super late...
When i woke up its already 7.05!
Actually was super tired and wanted to lay for alittle more while or even nt go sch...
But sad o say i cant..If i lay sumore i will be damn super late and if i don sch i will gt D for my Java...Hahah
Ended up reaching sch at 9!
Now with the late will down grade system really sucks la... Imagine all grades being Lower down by one??? Grades in year 2 is already so difficult to get and with this system and retardly difficult UT i guess by 3.0 and above GPA will be gone :( SADDED!
Anyway class was normal like usual... Quite a sian day but manage to complete the codes...
Went home straight after sch and out for dinner :)
These few days my stomach is weird...Keep aching after Sunday like i ate the wrong thing..
Then today i ate ban mian at abt 10 then 2 like tt hungry again went to get chicken chunk... But after sch super hungry again but juz ate 2 small choco coz its dinner time too but ended with gasteric pain... :(
Hope all these will be well...
Tts all for today... Not much plans for tml but dont tink i would wan go out Singapore is juz too boring..hahah

***Teared again as usual when i by pass somethings and recalled the past... Really hate this feelings will all this end???
Cool period = allow the love to get cold and freeze

Love, @ 10:34 PM

.Monday, July 30, 2007 ♥

Happening Weekend

Friday:
Ut screwed up..hahah
Not very difficult but got loads of careless..OMG la!!!!
Met up with Dawn, Tengyu, WeeShen n Yitfang to AMK to ply pool...
Long time did nt meet le and long time neva ply pool le..hahah
The meeting was normal nothing much but i guess nt as crazy and noisy as b4..
Things juz dont stays the same..hahaa
After tt headed to pepper Lunch for dinner...
Munling came and acc her till nearly 12 with Derek then catch the last bus home...
First time get to know more bt Snooker coz Munling and Derek went to ply:)
Was not able to get into the hos till nearly 1 coz forgot my keys and Parents are too tiredly asleep to hear my calls and sis was nt home yet!
Finally mum came to open the door thx to yien helping m call coz my phone was gonna low batt le..
Waited for sis buger till 2 coz was hungry..
Slept at 4 coz the buger did not digest..ahha :)

Saturday:
Woke up damn early to go Pulau Ubin with sis n yien...
Had our breakfast at Changi then took the boat over...
However weather was bad and startrd raining when we arrived...
Went to had coffee and to see if the rain would stop but sad to say it did not..
So decided to take the boat bk...
Went home after tt...
Was so tired and fell asleep while resting on my bed..
Woke up at 4 and headed to PS to have dinner and catch a movie....
The dinner was great.. But movie Sux... Damn disgusting la..
I SWEAR tis will be my first and last M18 show...Hahah
Walked down to hereen to slack then headed home...
Started to do PP at 12 mid nite...ahahha Abit crazy la but juz got the mood to...But realise alot to do:(

Sunday:
Slacking day.... Went Aunt shop as usual...
Slacked at Aunt hos plying mahjong and watch my HK drama...
Went Parkway with mum for dinner...
Had my fav korean foood and all time fav ice cream frm Scoopz...hee :)
Weeeeeeeee ! Happy :0

Monday:
Bad day i can say from the start..haha
Woke up early in the morning with bad stomach ache...Sian
Tot was ok so went to sch...
But was not and makes my mood go crazy so decided to pon sch half way...
I guess get an F for this lesson though i did my work b4 i left coz tis faci juz dislike me...hahaha
Hack la coz i find no point for staying when i did everyting and still get a C...
Anyway went Coffee shop with Munling, Lynn n Danny then headed hope to slack...
Munling was too bored that she realise tht all our nicks in MSN forms a sentence!
Zack's : I hope i am on the right path
Danny's : Yes You Tink You Know it all
Lynn's : This is how we ended
Mine: GoodByeTo You
Munling's: With A smile I will wait
I guess will only be out to have dinner...LOL

***Finally i had realized the right path for my life... Some things in life are maybe meant to be passerby and i shld not take them seriously or even carry them with me as i will be very tiring!!!! Its time to live for myself and live for what i wan!!! ( Though I Know its not easy but I swear I am going to do it coz I don wan to get those unnecessary unhappiness anymore and force hopes)Going through all these i really found my priorities and the Importance of achieving them:) I guess its really time for me to throw my burdens behind and move one... This will then be the real kind of life i always wanted :)

*** GoodBye To You***

Love, @ 9:54 PM

.Wednesday, July 25, 2007 ♥

Nice movie day?

LOVE my wednesday coz i my sleeping day!!!
Slept till abt 11 and as usual got awaken by sis...
Slack around at home till 3 then went tampines to meet Cindy :)
Was rather long since i last meet her... We had loads to share and realise we understand how each other feels as we r going through the same damn thing..LOL
Now then i understand how sophia feel 2 yrs back....
Anyway went to get present for sophia... After walking around we decided to get her undergraments...haha
Meet melvin after tt for movie...
Watched Harry Porter though everyone told me nt nice but since i watched the pervious ones with him so much complete it...Hahah
Went for temple dinner after tt....
Damn sian coz it brings bk loads of memories...
haiz the food.. the things...
Anyway had a great day:)
Its so damn late nw n i still cant slp...haha

***Things we lost will always have the way to cum back to us***

Love, @ 11:47 PM

.Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ♥

Slacking???

Today was such a sian day...
SUPER JAVA DAY!!
Had java lessons and java UT after sch..Sian sian sian...
However, managed to get the codes done quite early as there were only 3 class to create and also the help of Danny's codes...hee
Met up with Munling, Danny,Lynn and others to coffeeshop as usual at 12 plus...
Went there for Milo peng and toast bread.hahaha
Slacked till 1 plus bk to sch...
They did not wan to go bk class yest so went to explore TRCC...
Damn cool place in sch... Not only beautiful but big...
Sat around at the cushion benches there and stone haha...
Danny attended by singing..hahha
Me n munling wanted to video him singing and put into Youtube but the dumbest thing is we both did not save!! Hahaha
Continued to explore the sch by going to up to one of the buliding to see if we can go up to the roof top..haha
Did not manage to get up there coz was locked...
After tt back to class as it 1.45 le...haha
Had a great slacking day though the mood level nt there...haha

Tak Away:
Munling pls smile more :)
Don wan see the sian sian u!!!!
HAHAH

****When You Walked Away I Counted The Steps Tt You Take****

Love, @ 10:47 PM

.Monday, July 23, 2007 ♥

Great day

So unwanting to go sch today... Coz the faci give sux grades...
I think he is the only faci i hate so far as the grages he gives really damn unfair!
When i do alot and did more then my part..He wont give A but give a B and said tt i was too queit!
When i only did my part he give C!!!! Wat the la then those slping in the grp and did nothing got the same???
WAT THE HELL IS THIS MAN!!!
If tts the case wat for we do our work when we will still get tt grade??
I guess life is neva fair la...
And in RP i feel that doing alot of work wont help u get good grades but you juz need to know how to act as if you did alot...
However who will benifit in the end???
Anyway i shall juz ignore...Watever grades i getting nw i dont care eps for networking coz others still quite ok...
Shall juz tahan for 4 more weeks and say BYE BYE !
However overall today was great :)
My mood flies high and it goes lalala!!!

TakeAway:
Congrats to Sam:)
Feeling great to hear you pass ur final theory and can start pratical le...
Hee Happy for you :)

Mine is still long long long away...Hhahaha

***Little Things Can Meant Alot***

Love, @ 8:00 PM

.Saturday, July 21, 2007 ♥

Woke up super early today though slept damn late yesterday coz promise sis to go have dim sum breakfast with her...

Went bk to the fav dim sum place at Geylang which we think its nt bad :)

Here are some food we ate :)

The greedy sis n yien :o

After dim sum was still damn early so decided to go home rest first...

Headed to town in the noon to shop :)

walked from fareast to wisma then to taka..

Ended up wit a pair of black pants like knee length shorts and a black shirt from MANGO's sales...

Not very cheap but consider 'cheap' coz after discount.. However quite worth la... The cutting is good, material is good and is nice :)

Saw this car road show outside taka with many pretty cars so decided to go ahead to tak some pictures :)

This is the best car in tt show... chio hor? ahaha

Second best :)

After tt when to meet mel then headed to aunt's hos....

Great day but as nite falls... Its when the images are back again....

Alone home on the bus is what i hate the most...

At tis time it will all cum bk and tears will start flowing again...

Haiz really hate tis but i really cant help...

All i can say is wo zhi ne bu ni chang zhan wo xin zhong :(

I juz felt so stupid la for what i am going through nw...Is it worth??? I don tink so as the other side does not feel the same and is enjoying...

***Tired tired tired***

Love, @ 10:16 PM

.Friday, July 20, 2007 ♥

Today was webmulti media.... FUN FUN DAy!

Tak was to continue with our ad which we design and plan last week and act it out today...

Quite fun but tiring and also learnt tht its not easy!

Took bt 1 hr to get our 30 sec ad done..LOL

But overall fun al eps the NGs parts...hee

Went Bugis after sch to meet sis for dinner and walked around...

Ended my day early coz was rather tired...

Slacking at home with my HK drama is the best..Hahha

Anyway these few days saw lYnn plying with her fren's nintendo DS...

At first was nt very interested coz i am neva interested in it...But today tired plying the game and was quite fun la... Then was tinking shld i get one to..Hahah

Nintendo DS:

Cute games

PSP:

Normal games

music

video

So the overall shows tt i shld buy psp rite??? Hmm shall tink bt it..

Shld i really get one :)

*** Live the unexpected***

Love, @ 10:47 PM

.Thursday, July 19, 2007 ♥

gREEAT

Quite a slacking dayJ
At first tot was quite difficult coz got to use this oracle SQL thing…
But realize it was juz for try out and as long as you understand the things behind it will be fine….
Today I finally understand the importance of database system… Its sumting tht will foolow me for life coz there are many things out there uses…
Heard tht even my final year project next year will need it!
Therefore because of this I will go brush up on it and hope to know it better:0

Anyway after much thinking today I decided to take the first step out again to ask Dawn , Weeshen and yitfang out…
Coz realize after tt broke up we hardly meet and this really disappoints me as I tot this group of friends will last however when I had problems they were nt there at all and after so much became further and further away from each other! Anyway wat can I expect more..? People will change; life gets busier…Sometimes I feel tht those you tot would not last will last longer! The worst thing is the replies they give really SUCKS!
Here the conversation goes:
Weiting: Hey dawn tml got work?
Dawn: No..hahah
Added Weeshen and Yitfang to the window
Weiting: Hey guys tml want go out?
Weeshen: tml? Cannot leh
Dawn I oso cannot… Got to pack room..
Its like wat the la/?!!!! Yitfang did not say any…
Therefore I decided to quite the window as I feel tht its pointless….
Sumtimes I really juz choose to ignore….People just don’t appreciate and I care no more too!
Why must I always be the one asking??? Why cant they juz do sumting to it?
This juz shows tht they don give a damn so why should i?
Anyway this shall be my last time too coz I had already give up on all these….
Life is just so tiring and people LOVE to take others for granted!!!

Anyway special thanks to Munleng, Lynn, Danny and Zack…
As Lynn said did not expect us to meet up so often too…Hahaha
And for begin there when I needed frens the most (esp Munleng)
I guess this is wat I mean by predict the unpredicted J
Lets hope this will last J

Love, @ 10:15 PM

.Wednesday, July 18, 2007 ♥

Sleepy Wednesday

Sleepy me woke up abt 11!!! (piggy rite?)
Was too tired la... Sleep is neva enough for me..lol
Met Janna to study today for tml's UT (hardworking suddenly)
Went all the way to WOODLANDS!! Damn sian la hate to go there on non sch days coz quite sick of it during sch days!
Walked round to fins a place which got plugs so tht we can charge our laptops while studying but don't have... :(
Ended up at MOS buger and try our luck see hw loong the batt cn last..hehe
All thx to tt we only studied for 1 hr!! (stupid rite?)
Acc Janna to get her new hair cut n dye n treatment... ( long long time) haha
Met weeshen for swensens teatime special
Was quite worth la..Consist of a soup, a side dish and any ice cream! Super full after tt...
Then headed home...
Was thinking tht my 'holidays' are always wasted or not well planned...
I guess its time for me to get down to do serious work and start planning for my PP... I want to complete it b4 sch starts the next semester! ( Determined to do it man)

***Juz Another Ordinary Day***

A Song Of The Day: Michelle Branch( EVERYWHERE)

Turn it inside out so I can see

The part of you that's drifting over me

And when I wake you're never there

But when I sleep you're everywhere

You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far

Just tell me why you're here and who you are '

Cause every time I look You're never there

And every time I sleep You're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel

It's hard to think that You might not be real

I sense it now, the water's getting deep

I try to wash the pain away from me Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone I'm not alone I am not alone Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

And when I touch your hand It's then I understand

The beauty that's within

It's now that we begin

You always light my way I hope there never comes a day

No matter where I go I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe I'm not alone

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I catch my breath

It's you I breathe You're everything I know

That makes me believe I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see So tell me Do you see me?

Love, @ 8:24 PM

.Tuesday, July 17, 2007 ♥

Java Great :)

Today was LATE for sch again!!!!
Woke up early but still late coz the damn bus came so late and 2 of it came at the same time!!!! Argh!
Went class saw there was only me and other 2 grp members and the Java pro in my team neva cum...(in mind was tinking today die le la) HAHA
However with the help of Danny and previous lesson's knowlegde was able to do :)
Was damn happy la coz i did the whole thing myself today!!
Though not very very gd one but was satisfied as today need to create 8 classes of codes...Hee happy :)
Went home after sch to slack coz was too tired to go out le :p
Anyway tts all bt my day overall GREAT day :)
Shall go slack more ( watch my hk drama)
Late nite then slp coz tml no sch! Yeappy
But i guess its time for me to look after myslef well coz like falling sick soon :0
Having sore thoart and it hurts :(
WATER WATER WATER i need U :P

***You Juz Cant Decieve Urself***

Love, @ 9:52 PM

.Sunday, July 15, 2007 ♥

tiring sunday

Did had sleep well yesterday coz of the same damn problems again...

Y cant they juz leave me once an for all??? Y must i drag on this kind of life??

I really dont know la probably its karma....

Slept at 3 and woke up at 8 coz as usual need to go aunt's shop to help out...

After tt went Parkway for lunch and shop shop around...

Went Tampines Mall after tt to meet sis for dinner and shoping...

Loads of sales around but the sad thing is we got nothing at all after walking for a few hrs????!!!!!

Sad case la want buy things but nothing to buy....

So went Sakae for dinner coz both got cravings for jap food :)

Continued to walk but was too bored so decided to buy tawian oyster mee sua then head home...

Took this pic outside toyrus... :)

Had a tiring but great weekend :)

After going through so much i am really sick of everything....Rather disappointed as it sounded so easy for you to let the past off and lead a great life nw... Nt tt i am selfish to tot so but its juz sad to hear tt... Anyway mayb i really shld juz hack about everything though i really cant but this will definately make my life better... I guess i really have to learn how to wear a fake mask to lead my happy life on...

***Easy To Said Then To Be Done***

Love, @ 10:33 PM

.Saturday, July 14, 2007 ♥

Beachy Saturday

Damn pig today... Woke up and realise its 11 !!! Yupp but anyway great too long time neva slp for so long le...

Went to aunt's shop to help out coz mum got sumting urgent then need to go over...

After tt went East Coast with sis n yien..

Hhaha as usual la huh seems to be East Coast beach every saturday....LOL

LOVE the sea and dont mind to go there every weekend!

As usual cycled but today sis tried to roller blade...

See her happy face??? Hahha she enjoyed it la...

She forced me to try...It juz sucks.... Nearly fall la...Think i blade less then 100m..hee

But got the fun to try it la...Still i prefer to cycle :)

Us taken while resting :)

Went to Lagoon again for dinner but this time we all insist to eat all the bbq food!

However so unlucky on the way there i fell coz a gal donnoe hw she cycle...

she cut my line still neva mind the turn in front of me like i transparent...!!!! Luckily i stoped in time or she will fall flat... But even though i had stopped to let her cross her back wheels bang on to my front so my whole bike fall! Lucky was fast enough to get down or else the fall will be worst... So sad got cuts on hand and legs n super pain la!!!

The worst part it she neva apologise but said tht its nt her fault coz she did nt see me!!!??? WTH la!

Haiz guess i m pure unlucky!

But apart from tt enjoyed myself at Lagoon!!

We order loads of food la..( bbq fish, chicken wings, sotong, zuzu ,vege n last but nt least my fav oyster egg)

See hungry sis n yien enjoying the food??

Was super full after tt...Was a nice dinner :)

Me n sis after dinner

The bloated me :)

Cycled back to return the bike after the dinner then walked to Parkway for dessert!!

Wanted to have swensens but the queue was killing la so end up at mac cafe...

Home sweet home after tt...

Overall a great Saturday!

But its also not whole :(

***U Seems To be Getting Futher N Futher Away From Me***

Love, @ 10:55 PM

.Friday, July 13, 2007 ♥

hong kong show

Was watching tt hk drama and many things went in my mind.
This couple broke up coz of sum misunderstandings
They waited for each other 2 yrs...
In btw they found another partner but did nt end up well coz they still cant forget bt the past...
They make rounds n rounds...
Mistakening each other dont have feel for each other or already moved on...
But end up they cleared their misuderstandings as they realise they still love each other as much!
Happily got togther :)
However.... misunderstandings starts again and many ups n downs but their love n trust allow them to go through them smoothly...
Love juz seems to love ply with people's feelings...
Its always small things here n there which stops a heart shape to be drawn fully...
ANyway their case was lucky la...ANd maybe fated but i tink the main reason is they still have each other in heart and missed those past...
I guess for my case i wont be tt lucky as i don even know whether am i still in his heart coz i maybe replaced by someone else...
Haiz watching this show juz makes me feel sad la..
I don tink all people would be as lucky as them.

Love, @ 11:51 PM

. ♥

Juz another day..FRIDAY!

Finally was not as late as usual today but was still LATE!!!

Think i have a very big problem... Cant slp at nite then cannt wake up in the morning and feels tried in the noon...Dying soon i guess..haha

Class was quite fun today... Changed group again but me n miss Janna Chay so you yuan same grp again! Think in the same grp as her for bt at least 3 out of 4 schooling days!HAHAH

Was web multi media today... Better then usual coz the task was to create a stroyboard for an medicated oil advertisement!Hee

Had fun with mt team going to the library taking pics!haha **

SOME FUNNY SHOTS! :)

Suppose to act refresh but we spend nearly half an hr and this the the best we can get..Hhaha

Not easy to give a refreshng face worx!

Hahah see the way we laugh!! Esp JANNA :P

mY TEAM but lack of one taking the pic for us! hee

Then use movie maker to do the film...

Opening tht program makes me sad again...

Memorises bk to the day when i first used tt to make a 'movie' for sam...

Too quite long as was not sure bt tt program and burn into a disc for him...Hope he still keeps it la huh...

Anyway back to lessons in sch...So we were required to complete the real ad by next wk and then link it to the web!

I guess it will be btoh fun n stressing..haha

Was suppose to go home after sch today coz damn tired but on the way cousin call me to meet him at Outram...Therefore got to take train there...So unwanting coz will past by certain place and there they goes brings me bk to the past...

The awaiting at clementi platform etc...Haiz its everywhere la...

Finally reached there then waited for an hr plus at SGH with him then drive to aunt hos for dinner...

Ttts all ended my day but last but nt least hk drama b4 bed!

All thx to them or i will have more sleepless nites:)

Days had passed

Weeks had passed

Months would pass

Me still awaiting for the unforgetable past!

***You Just Cant Deceive Yourself***

Love, @ 9:57 PM

.Thursday, July 12, 2007 ♥

Just another ordinary day

Dragged myself off bed today... WHAT THE LA 7.04 le..
Hhahah so was late for sch lo...
An unlucky thing happened on the way to sch...
My fav mphosis sandles spoil!!!!
The buckle came out...So sad la...
But was lucky enough to spoil b4 i meet munleng
So this nice gal brought me her slippers :)
LOVE HER!! Saved my day la...
Cant imgine of dont have then i sure die!! haha
Anyway was database today..
Bad he sure down grade me coz this faci of mine is the module chair so late wont excuse one...
But lesson was quite ok today..Not as stressed as compared to last few...
After sch went for the damn JIVE meeting so sian but no choice want faster clear points...
Home sweet Home after tt :)
Ended another ordinary day....
Awaiting for the holidays to come :) cant wait to not go sch!

***Tearing every nite for the same person as i could feel my heart aching***

Love, @ 9:06 PM

. ♥

AI CUO

北风好不留情

把叶子吹落

坠落的它他选择的逃脱

叶子失去小心

风才感觉寂寞

整个冬天

北风的痛没人能说

我从来没想过

我会这样做

从来没爱过

所以爱错

我从那里起飞

从那里降落

多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过

翻开回忆角落

忘记的生活

以为幸福都可以掌握

仔细回味当初

那个故事背后喔

原来是我犯下从没真的爱错

Love, @ 3:32 PM

.Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ♥

Woot!!

Had a great nite slp yesterday nite but woke up at 9 today :) Betta then nothing la huh...hehe

Went godma hos to pass her the present i bought for her frm hong kong coz like very long le..haha

Stayed till 2 then rush down to town to meet Janna n Shu fen :)

My tis semester's classmates...

Was so ps coz was quite late suppose to meet them 2 but i 2.55 then reach..hehe so sorry ya

Went to catch a movie ( My wife is a Gangster3)

Overall i will grade it ****

Very funny, the fighting parts are nice eps the way shuqi fight and the sad parts are also quite sad which makes me nearly cry...Hahha i enjoyed the show la...

Hhaha and for the first time i see a Hyundai Car drift! Hhaha

After tt headed to hereen to have the wanton noodle coz Janna suggested it...

Seat around to chit chat ( gossip) haha Then went home after tt...

Had a great day overall coz very long neva meet frens to go out le at least its betta then staying at home...

Anyway shall wish Janna all the best hope she could settle her love prob well coz don wan see another sad ending le...

Shall stop here and continue with my Hong kong drama le :)

Precious Moments : 9.11

Love, @ 9:00 PM

.Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ♥

Tts what life is all abt?

Hey there!
Haha quite lazy to blog nowsaday as life is juz the same...
Doing the same old tings having the same old problems...Hiaz z guess tts wats my life all abt...
Many things had happened and i feel that everything is still the same...
Problems left unsolved feelings left unrevealed...
But all i can do now is to juz put them aside and try to hide them with my work, studies, friends and family...
To forget is never
To move on is difficult
To let go is impossible
I also donnoe what the hell is happening la...
Things juz seems cant be simple...
Dragging on is for sure...
Anyway just let them be at the moment...
Trying very hard not to be sad but i guess tts an emotion which cant be hide :(

ANyway class was fine today...
Java day!
Mange to do and understand the codes:)
Sian ltr got UT!!!!!
WEB MEDIA>>> flash n camera n design n blah blah blah
Hahah hope i can do well la huh :p
Goin town after sch to meet Yien n sis... Tink i so used to be their light bulb le...haha
But i really appericate la coz they oso don wan me to be alone n anyhw tink..LOL
hHEHE anyway tml is SLEEPING DAY
Yeah!
Shaall stop here :)

Love, @ 1:58 PM

.Sunday, July 08, 2007 ♥

Confused me…
I really don’t know what I should do now…
Missing someone so much but there is nothing to be done…
This had dragged on for so long and I am really tired of the unstable feelings.
Why can things be cleared fast? Why must it drag on? It is really very hurting!!
You always hope that I will understand you but if I understand what u do is equals to hurting myself.
Am I supposed to wait for the rest of my live for an answer from you?
By doing so is it fair for me??? Am I supposed to go through all these just because I love you?
I know that nothing could be done now as there is the other party to care about but sometimes I really wonder if you really wish things could be done to change all these…
I don’t expect you to break or something but if you don’t I will still be worried as how am I suppose to have faith when you can promise me nothing?
I am really confused of what you really want… You feel good letting me hang on and you enjoy your present life?
So many up and downs and I am really confused of what should I do…
Should I wait?
If I do I am sure going suffer more but if I don’t will I really moved on???
Love is just so confusing….
Why can’t I get back to the simple life of mine where I love and being loved?
Will our fate just end here? How long will this drag? These all just makes me feel like dying….

***I Guess You Are Just Taking Me For Granted***

Love, @ 10:26 PM

.Saturday, July 07, 2007 ♥

HEY! Today is 070707 a day which will only cum 100yrs a time!!!
SUch a special la...
ANyway did nt go ubin today coz was raining...Haha so i slept till 10 plus :p
Spend an hr tinking with sis n her bf of where to go!(Spore is juz a boring place)
Came out with many stupid ideas but concluded by going to haji lane...

Its a place near Bugis...Tot got gd things there coz was recommended by the magazines but sad to say nothing much la...
Quite a number of shops were not open and there are only shops selling textiles and small little things...
Walked around bt an hr and ended up buying only those little things to make handmade ear rings...!
Decided to walked down to bugis area to have our lunch coz was super hungry...
Had taiwanese food...Was very nice*** shld go again:)
Saw this nice Evo outside the shop...

After tt walked around Bugis but realise is kinda boring too so decided to tak a bus to EastCoast! It has been a long time since i went there... Brought me back all the sweet memories
Went to cycle and to Lagoon for sum snack:)
IceKachang, oyster eggetc was nice...Love going there as the food is super tasty!
Here are sum pics:)

On the way bk saw this sand castle which was juz bulit by a grp of ppl....
Super nice la..Tink they took hrs to bulit it...

Tts all which ended my special 070707
Though was not able to spend with the special sumone but thx to my sis i enjoyed my day!

***Confused***

Love, @ 10:37 PM

.Friday, July 06, 2007 ♥

What is life all abt?

Today lesson was quite stressed... Firstly forgot to wake lynn up!!! When i remembered its like 845!?!
Then went class only 3 ppl in my team again as usual... Kinda used to working in threesom..ahha
Today's web multimedia was all abt the coding for the program... Haiz i guess computing= codes which i hate the most...
At first was rather unhappy with one of my team mate coz she was like saying we did nt do work but always go for our breaks when we only go for once for lunch!
All thx to her i was sort of motivated then i chiong to do the work coz wan show her without her i oso can do...
Hard work not wasted and with the help of my faci in was able to do quite alot! woot!happy:)
Felt so got chen jiu la..hahah
Anyway tts all bt sch:)
Cousin came to fetch me then went bk aunt hos for dinner...
On the way there we went to Sam's mum shop to buy sum stuff...Saw Mashi...He was so cute keep looking and did nt bark!
Plyed wit him for a few seconds then left le...Miss him* :)
Finally after along weekend tml is SATURDAY!
Plans for tml is goin to pulau ubin:) But if the weather disagrees then shall go sing K instead..hehe

Nowadays really find my life not meanful at all..Its all bt going to sch, home,eat n slp! There is nothing which can motivates me anymore...Sometimes i really wonder where has the 'real' weiting gone to? The cheerful and happy gal is lost! Really hate the way i am living nw...Wearing a mask everyday all the unhappiness or sorrows can only be hidden and fake happiness is shown...Doin things for the sick of doing...Seriously don know what i m doin and wat i really want...Y cant i juz live normally and be happy always? It just seems so difficult..I am out of control of wat my mind wants and tis is driving me crazy!Life juz seems to be so difficult and sumtimes i m really sick of living coz I have is a sad and boring life...

***Words Were Left Unspoken And Things Were Left Undone***
(i guess no one will understand how terrible i m living nw)

Percious Moments: 9.48

Love, @ 9:14 PM

.Thursday, July 05, 2007 ♥

touching

Was watching another new Hong Kong drama...

Its a police story so quite nice...

But 2nd eps already make me cry already...haha

Coz there is this police couple very sweet and loving but the guy did not really cherish the gal

Then one day the gal was killed by a crimal...The most sad part is tt the guy saw the whole thing la... It was all too sudden!

End up very sad...Haiz

This really makes me feel that we really need to treasure our everyday n the ppl around us as we may not know when we will die...

If u did nt do so then there will be alot of things u would regret!

I guess if i will to die tml i will regret alot of thing...haha

Coz there is too much things in my life which i had not done or no chance to do...

Anyway tml is the last day of the week le :) So fast la

Hope i will enjoy my multimedia lesson tml though abit sian...lol

kkz shall stop here :)

***Being Really Happy Which Can Be Felt In Heart Is Not Easy!***

Precious time :10.34

Love, @ 10:24 PM

. ♥

Sweet nite?

Had a great nite yesterday:)
Woke up at 10 plus then went ps to watch Transformer...V gd show worth to watch twice...
Then walked around town with mel n had soeul garden for dinner...
Was suppose to go home after tt but mel ps then took cab home...
So i walked around town but found sumone to acc me hm :)
Took train tell Enous then slack around for awhile....
Was super happy yesterday :) :)
Had a great nite slp...
Drag myself off bed today then quite sian coz got ut...
Quite a bad day... My team was not able to complete the work..
Feel like hell la coz donnoe hw to do,,,
Then facilitator give chance juz ask sum questions :) Damn lucky la
Hhahaha
Kkz shall go prepare for ut le :)
Hope i can do la coz wan score well in this module :)

***Sweet Moments Are Always Kept***

Love, @ 3:47 PM

.Sunday, July 01, 2007 ♥

Great Weekend

Had a great weekend coz sis got car then manage to went around:)
Shall update more la kkz..hehe
All i can say is tiring n super lack of slp..haha

Here is a song which i LOVE alot as it speaks my heart :)

Martina McBride - Valentine

If there were no words No way to speak

I would still hear you

If there were no tears

No way to feel inside I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart until the end of time

You're all I need my love my Valentine

All of my life I have been waiting for

All you give to me

You've opened my eyes And shown me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before

But in my dreams I couldn't love you more

I will give you my heart Until the end of time

You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart until the end of time '

Cause all I need is you, my Valentine You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

I tink i am going crazy soon
U are every where...I could feel
Confused and Complicated
Things are juz so nt easy and i m dying as my mind keep spinning n spinning
But all tht was left was u in there.
Heart is bleeding n tears kep dripping
***Helpless me***

Love, @ 10:51 PM