Love, an endless mystery♥

.Monday, December 31, 2007 ♥

Doing too much.

Words Kept unsaid

This is turning intoSomething I ain't hip toBaby, am I doing too much .See you got me all aloneWaiting right here by the phoneFor you to call me just to hear your voice toneI keep on wondering if you was even feeling meI keep on wondering if this was even meant to beTell me I'ma waste ya timeBoy, you showing me no signIs it 'cause you on ya grind'Cause you're always on my mindI keep wondering if everything you said was trueI keep wondering if you were really coming throughNow here I go again blowing you upAnd my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too muchNow here I go again blowing you upAnd my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too much
I'm out with my girls tryna have a good timeAnd you know I'm looking fly tryna meet some other guysBut it gets hard sometimes 'cause there ain't no one just like youI try my best, but I can't shake this thing you got me going throughAll I can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way you make me smileI ain't felt this in a whileBut I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusionChaos and confusion, but I'm not gonna let it ruinThe way I feel about myself 'cause I have self-esteemSometimes I wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasyThe way I feel about myself 'cause I have self-esteemSometimes I wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

Love, @ 10:51 AM

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My long long week...

It's been a long long time since i last updated!
Anyway many things had happened... Sad, Happy, Memorable and blah blah...
After so much i still think that running away is not a best choice but i am oso not gonna do anything but just let it be...
Shall proceed to share bt my holiays =)

Chirstmas eve:
Went to sing K with my love Joey...Great time as we had not met for quite long le therefore loads to share!
Home to slack...
Went out at 10 plus to meet frens...
Blur fren suppose to drive to pick another fren at Suntec but she missed the exit therefore ask her to meet at Vivo instead....
Had a damn lame countdown at Vivo thirs floor...
Headed to opp Mt Faber...
Parked the car at the bottom and walked up the damn errie path...
So dark and scary but when we reached the top was damn beautiful!
Mac at West Coast at 2 am then headed home.... Drop dead at 5 am hahaha
Great chistmas eve and i guess something different!

Back to Grandparents house froom 25 to 28 =)
Was a long trip back...
somehow different this time nmore fun and less sleep!
Me and cousins can just go out to crazy and only sleep for 2 hrs to continue next day shopping!
The last nite was worst..As we did not sleep at a;; and went from breakfast early 6 am!
ANyway was a great trip...
Glad to see my grnadparents are fine and i seriously miss them as they are so far frm me =(
Cousins were fun and crazy had a great time with their company!

Last day of 2007
Kind of scary a year just passed like that....
I guess i have nothing much to say but this year as its a terrible year for me...
A heartche that gonna follow me for life!
School was usual... Frens were usual...
But still hoping next year will be so much better and so much smoother....
Anyway nothing much to add bust just want to mish everyone a
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Takeaways: Living without you but your shadow

Love, @ 10:34 AM

.Wednesday, December 19, 2007 ♥

I am thinking of YOU!

Wondering.....

Love, @ 2:24 PM

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SLACK SLACK AND MORE SLACK!

OH A VERY GOOD MORNING TO THE WORLD =)
Hahah i guess its afternoon!
Holiday had started which means my slacking life is here =p
No work yesterday... Slacked at home...
Watch drama all the way fromm 12 noon i woke up till 5 !
After tt drove down to Vivo with sis and yien...
Suppose to catch movie but the sittings were really bad and there wasnt really great show to watch!
Those nice ones are all like R21??!!!
Shopped around but got nothing!Hhahha
Went Food Republic for a wonderful dinner with just $20!
We ordered a table of food... ( Chicken rice...Prawn mee...Indian rojak...blah blah)
Anyway i never like going to Vivo as i feel that it is a damn boring shopping mall so i hate vivo!
Went to Bugis after tt...Walked around hoping to get something but end up empty handed home=(
Off to Geylang for supper( MY ALL TIME FAV TOU JIANG YOU TIAO!)
But was very packed and hard to find parking so ta bao home instead..
After such heavy meals i CANNOT SLEEP!
Ended up on bed at 4 am!

Take Aways:: Pretending the more i can.

Love, @ 2:03 PM

.Sunday, December 16, 2007 ♥

My weekends again!

Ho! another weekend has passed =(
Which also means its the start of my sweet little 3 weeks holiday!!
I guess its more like a break time =)
Anyway nothing special this weekend as it was like usual working!!!

Saturday:
Work up at 11 was so super tired...
Intended to skip school for kbox but did not in the end...
Went to work unwillingly i donnoe y =(
All the way till 10 plus...
Got PS by Mr alvin for supper so went home as it will be early shift tml.
Cant slp i donnoe y but keep thinking and thinking and its like 2 plus!

Due to the lack of sleep..I was not able to wake up on time for work today =(
Rushed my breakfast then cab to work...
Pretty good day but i guess was unlucky all the way...
Woke up late....Naggings from manager....Irritated by sum ppl=( OMG!
What wakes my mood up was the customers =)
Most "ang mo" and guess wat! One of my customer was a member of the band COLD PLAY!!!!!!
Anyway as it was a AM shift day so time seems to flies fast...
Kind of hate certain people in the store as they were just soooo super irritating tt i just feel like slamming my doors close on their faces!!!!
Just hope that i am able to transfer out to other outlets or i might even quit!
But will miss my darlings ( Kersin, Eve, Yan....) They were the ones which motivates me to work!
I guess another sleepless nite again...Though i am freaking tired but my brain just refuse to switch off...!! Kept thinking and thinking the same old things which will never come to an end...
How i wish things did not happen in some ways which makes everything so different now!
These shows how much i am missing though its just not too long ago =)
Stopping all my nonsense and a runaway to my shows =p
Working tml and hope it would not be too bad!

Take Aways:: I am MISSING!

Love, @ 11:03 PM

.Thursday, December 13, 2007 ♥

SHopping day =)

Woot! Was early for class today!! Like finally la...
CLassmates still can say wahtoday someone damn early ar when its already like 8.45!
This shows how often and how late i was usually =p
Was php...Nothing much as a revision day... Happy tht was able to do the codes myself but with some help from my one n only grp mate..hehehe
Left class early as need to go settle some stuff for work...
Went Marina with Sophia to do " little shopping" But more like she buy...
She has to rushed to work so i went to meet mum...
Parkway as usual but very long neva go there...
Bought all my KOSE skin care stuff for once hope they really can cure my bad condition face!

They are all what i bought spent a bomb!

But was not really heart pain la coz it has been quite long for me to find something to cure my skin =(

Thts all bt my day....

HOLIDAYS i like NEXT WEEK!!!!

Happy and sad....But its 3 weeks only la=(

Got my schdule for work next month le it will be tiring just hope they will rise the pay..hehhehe

Off i go to watch my shows as usual as i guess i cant sleep early like before anymore! Think the earlies 12??Haiz more beauty sleep is all i need =)

TakeAways:: Doesnt really matters and doesnt really affects!

Love, @ 10:45 PM

.Monday, December 10, 2007 ♥

Skip Sch Day

Oh my....SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY!
Work was quite ok for this weekend..As per normal i guess but just knew this gal Eve...A sweet and nice gal...Quite able to communicate with her...Lunches...Gossips...LOL!
Hahah anyway i guess i was just too lazy and tired to drag off the bed today...
Was a runaway too la coz already know tht the problem wont be easy therefore not willing to go there suffer with a dumb dumb grp of ppl...=(
Slept till 11 plus then off to Parkway...
It has been quite long since i went there already though it use to be my second home!
Went to develop some photos which i owe them for rather long le and shopped around...
Heavy rain made my mood goes down down down as i just hate to live my comfy house it such a wet whether..!!
Headed to aunt house for dinner...Bak Gu Teh!!!
Home feeling so damn tired donnoe y...
Now off to watch my show!
UT tml(Lucks!)
Boring MIS lesson =(
I just want to slack at HOME!!

Take Aways: Because of you i feel that i am just getting more and more dislocated from this perfect world!

Love, @ 10:26 PM

.Saturday, December 08, 2007 ♥

OMG ITS A DREAM?

School as usual today...
Nothing specail but i guess kind of moody and was rather feirce today! =p

Anway the rain makes me sian just dont feel like going anywhere!
Went parkway after sch....
Then got calls from many ppl saying they were at Gucci sales...
Got tempted so Cabbed down to Paragon straight!
Went in without queuing thx to Meng xiao =)
Walked around bt 1 hr plus finally found the one in like!!!

This was the one! It cost me bt nearly $400!

Donnoe why i will buy it and its like a dream as i was never a person who will go for labelled goods!

But sis said was worth la..And was the type i like but mayb not this color but i think its more proper as it wont get dirty...

ANyway happy happy happy now as i finally got my GUCCI wallet!!

Love, @ 12:06 AM

.Wednesday, December 05, 2007 ♥

mY LOVES

Had a great Tuesday nite with my LOVELY gals!
Went sch as usual not late =)
Met up with Sophia first at The Central for my dinner then Cindy came after tt...
Both of them were so blur...
Sophia forgot her Bottle and phone at the restuarant but luckily the person kept it for us when we went back to collect!
Cindy left her camera on the cab and was super luck to as after reporting they informed her today that it was found!!!!
Anyway we headed to city hall/// Loof for a drink....
Was a great place...A look alike balcony plying the same time of music and similiar enviroment!
Anyway was a great place to chill =)
Walked toRaffles place our working place to visit them...
Then headed to Esplande=)

SOme pictures we took:

Cindy calling the ca company>>>

The changing of shoes session!!!

The dessert we bought for her form Gobi desserts =)

The birthday gal

Me and Cy

Me and Sop

Emo us =p

*** Love my gals the most... They were the ones whom painted my life though we dont really meet that often but no matter what would understand, support and b there for each other... I guess thts really wat BFF are!!! Anyway i guess they will be in my life till the end of the world!!

Loads of love my gals this is for YOU!!

You said that you were fast and am i afaird but i just donnoe y i am not but i am enjoying instead of fear.Anyway i guess was the trust i gave!

Take Aways::: The ones in my life will always be you!

Love, @ 11:27 PM

.Monday, December 03, 2007 ♥

My sweetlittle Weekend =)

Long yet not very weekend this time round =)

Saturday:
No work tht day!!!
So did not waste my day slping half of it off and woke up at 10!
Left hos to Parkway to meet Mr Alywn for breakfast cum lunch and to get his phone...
Headed to town after tt to SHOP!
Me and sis was so crazy.... She got her chirstmas gift to get while me jus for shopping!
Walked from taka to wisma then to paragon and got all our stuff...
As got my pay therefore bought presents for my parents =)
Did went to Gucci to see the designs of wallet... Saw one which cozt $450! But still thinking which size to get...I guess i will tink wisely top prevent implusive buying!
Off to Expo after that.... Got my cousin a creative MP3...
Walked around to visit frens..Hhaha always having frens working..Rather a pity never work as East Gear this time round hired loads of "shuai ke"..Hhaha kidding i mean more for the pay =]
Mahjong till 12 then home sweet home as working am shift the next day =(

Sunday:
Omg was late for work for like 10 minutes and stupid manager elieen showing face already!!!
Was quite ok as i know i will be going home at 6,45!!hahah So mood was so up there!
Got a shocking news that one of my best working kaki Ting Wei had quit!
Donnoe why but was rather sad la thinking bt what happened during the first day and how he helped me throughout and treating drinks...Anyway its all bt the bad management they had that made almost most of us feel unhappy to work! I guess i will oso go pretty soon!
Stupid manager let me off for dinner at like4!!! So freaking late but no choice la..
Walked around Raffle thinking what to eat and came across this...

Its Chippy!! Not my first time eating it but my first time having their fish and chips...

Was rather filling i could not finish it as there was too much!

Off to SengKang to meet my family for dinner...

Went to the coffeshop my 7th uncles working...

He just opened a fish soup stall and was great but i simply love the Tom Yum more....

Had a pretty filling dinner then " drinling Session" with dad, aunts and unlces=)

Guess thts the reason why i dont hate to drink!

Monday:

Today was a rather unlucky day for me i guess...

Tot was good to be early as usual but sad to say i was early at the wrong day...

Went in the class and was "forced'" to join this "hopeless" group i would say...

Not being bad but the ppl there are really hopless and they just dont do work and live in their own world...

Had a hard time doing today's problem as its OS which means never easy!

Lucky faci kind of relax abit and knew how is my group progressing so did help!

Ended class early and headed home was feeling not very well therefore slp till 7!

Anyway next week's OS will be difficult i am still tinking shld i go....If i am i will probably go late!!!

Tts all bt the weekends and stupid monday! Off now for dinner =)

TakeAways:: Chopping off the tied strings =) I know I can!

Love, @ 7:34 PM