Love, an endless mystery♥

.Wednesday, July 30, 2008 ♥

The Lady's Card

Couldn't believe i actually woke up at 8am!
Went breakfast.
Suppose to go facial but booked too late and they only left with a slot so give tht to sis as she took MC for facial.
Lunch & shopped around at town. Boring!
Singapore is becoming a BORING place. Nothing else interesting / exciting. I guess i would rather stay at home!
Parkway after tt than Aunt's house as she cooked my fav YAM rice! I swear i would sure learn to cook that man. I simply love it.
Sister gave me the UOB lady's card today!
But at the same time oso warn me not to spent too much! hahhaa
LOVE my sister =)

Anyway school as usual tml. Wonder will i wake up on time.
Economics =( & UT =( (double impact)
Expected a tiring day

TakeAways: Had yummy YAM rice!

Love, @ 9:50 PM

.Tuesday, July 29, 2008 ♥

Hate going to class

*****Weekend****

Drinking
Eating
Shopping
Celebrating

Hoping for more the coming weekend =)

****Monday****

BPMN class.MondayBlues.
Mac at causeway with the class
LongJohn after sch acc the guys eat.
Home & jogged(incredible)
Kembangan at nite for delicious dinner
Sleep at 11 due to tiredness.

***** Today*****

Was late.Looking at the teammates i got turned me off.
But damn HAPPY to hear tht frm next week can form own TEAM!
Knew it would be a hard day.
Wanted to go home but did not
Did most work myslef =(
Out with Sophia after sch =)
I always feel that BFF should always meet ups!
Hope Cindy can meet us too more often.
However, now i need to sit in class for the next 1 hrs plus to waait for miss Sophia to end class =(

***** Song On My Mind*****

就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

张韶涵-亲爱的那不是爱情

TakeAways: Living As I Wish

Love, @ 2:37 PM

.Saturday, July 26, 2008 ♥

Saturday?

Its nearly 1 and i had wasted my half saturday in bed!
Shall slack at home & see wat are the plans.
Loads of things to do but i am just so lazy to do any!

" I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye"

This song is somehow playing on repeat mode that i could memorize its lyrics.

TakeAways: I Love My Bed/

Love, @ 1:04 PM

.Friday, July 25, 2008 ♥

Boring class

Woke up late on purpose yesterday as was so reluctant to be in school.
Reached class bt 9 am. There was only like 8 people in the class!
Quite happy too as it means home early.
Ended up with 11 people for class.
Marketing was always great except for yesterday as the person which i dont feel good worked with the team =(
Its somehow difficult to explain but just dislike the way she behaves & stuff.
Anyway who cares bt any. Ended sch & rushed home.

Got changes than headed down to HabourFront a place i hate to go the most as its so freaking far.
Shopped around. Down to Clarke quay at bt 9 plus.
Cafe iguana was like so damn packed that we will have to wait for close to an hour or so for a 5 person seat!
Everywhere is about the same even those around Clarke Quay too.
Ended up at HOOTERS as we just need to wait bt 15 mins =)
Food & beers come small talks/gossips/lame jokes are great to spend off a Friday night!

Crazy ideas. Took the night bus home together.
Do stupid stuff and laughed throughout the journey.
I guess people around feel that we are crazy i bet.
Beer always makes me feel sleepy. Concluded if i am drunk i will probably be drop dead sleeping! hahaha

Love, @ 2:40 PM

.Thursday, July 24, 2008 ♥

Blog?

Economic module today, Class was rather empty.
There were only 3 groups of people came which is always good as lesson ended rather early too =)
Class was rather dead. Spent my lunch time in class to read up as there was alot to do today.
Down to one of the canteen with my class gals to the sandwich bar. They have super yummy wedges i swear! Lime juice turned out to be freaking sour =p
Anyway ended school early and i am counting down to the holidays.

Went town to catch Hellboy yesterday.
Not my type of show therefore did not really enjoy it. But still its a not bad show =)

Super cravings for the dough nuts however due to the weight concern i did not buy any =(
Shopped around trying to get my bag but empty handed home as the DKNY wasnt that great. Went Far east too late the shops closed.

Marketing class tml. Got to come out with a dress code for the team.
All thanks to Danny to come out with such weird combi for my team:
Black Top
Dark Colored jeans
White shoes
I think i will look like so weirdo tml.
Though not in the mood but not going to skip school just hope lessons will be fun =)

TakeAways: I am confused by myself.

Love, @ 9:05 PM

.Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ♥

REN!

Today i had gained something.
Keeping emotions & temper down.
Keeping Silent.
No one could could anger me!

Always believe that whatever one does need not tell others or prove anything as the god above will know & record them down!

TakeAways: I am on Silent Mode.

Love, @ 9:17 PM

.Monday, July 21, 2008 ♥

Monday Blues =)

The weekend had gone.
What left behind was the boring Monday.
Damn it! Woke up like 6.20 am today but still Late for school!
Guess i missed the bus.
All four reached at different timings leading to a self school day =)

Class was like the same always.
Just dislike BPMN lessons as the team will always struggle to get the problem solved due to the lack of man power!
Anyway kind of used to it already.
Raindrops and the dim light of the class makes me feel sleepy.
Tried my very best but still fail to get all the things done well.
Got so sick that decided to have a walk while at the same time acc Danny & Zack for their puffs.
Thanks to Riffi's (Hope i did not spell wrongly) help. My team got helped!

Mning not going school tml = another boring day.

Anyway i sometimes really hate certain type of people. They are just simply weird & I just cant communicate with them!
When one has already did more than expected and crossed the line you should not get over it!
Is there a need to put on fake masks to face YOU!

TakeAways: Fake Masks.

Love, @ 9:26 PM

.Sunday, July 20, 2008 ♥

Weeky ends

**** Saturday ****

Slept till late morning...
Headed to Parkway for breakfast/lunch.
Stupid Crystal Jade got a long queue therefore decided to eat the "La Mian" near the food court.
Shopped around and got the things i want then headed to Aunt's shop to help out as she was away.
Late night movie at Lido: RED CLIFF
Damn nice show! Cant wait for the next one to come!
Rating *****
As good as the dark knight.
Home sweet home after that which ended up down at 3 am.

**** Sunday ****

An early day for me as again need to go to Aunt's shop.
Sunday is a half day therefore closed at 1 plus.
Down to Bugis to meet sister.
Great lunch at "Lai Lai" (Taiwanese restaurant)
Walked to temple to do returns than down to Sim Lim square.
Plaza Singapura for the Starhub road show. Got the Nokia E66.
I feel its a great phone. Has everything i need. Plus loads of additional stuff. So much better that my G900!
Though non touch screen but think its very good so far! Haha.
Met parents for dinner at Haig Rd. Great food at some wulu place =p The card beehoon was wonderful!
Sold my phone aways as well =)

GOOD BYE TO MY G900

WELCOME THE E66 =)

TakeAways: Weekends can be great even if its a simple one =)

Love, @ 9:44 PM

.Thursday, July 17, 2008 ♥

Movies =)

Met Sophia in town...
Had yummy korean lunch..
Walked around got some stuff
Headed for movie randomly =)
"The Dark Knight" was a great show...
Sure worth the movie i will give it ****

TakeAways: Heart feeling a different way.

Love, @ 11:43 PM

. ♥

Finally its over!

YES! Finally after so much struggle & pains my FYP (part 1) is over!

Couldn't really sleep the night before as i was worrying here & there...
Woke up duper early though the presentation was at 11 am.
Prepared & meet up with the rest.

We reach bt an hr early to get things done.
When it was our turn my heart was like gonna jump out any time!.
Can say we damn "heng" coz there were only 2 evaluator for other teams but for us we have got a special guest. The head of SIT sch =(
He was damn fierce la the way he ask questions & stuff.

Overall was alright just that was disappointed with Wendy as she picked the most important slide to say but did not do well in explaining.
Error that was spotted the day before which she say was correct & so we believed her in the end got questionings from the evaluator still asked us to go read up 6p! WAT THE rite?
And we all get those tough codings questions but hers was super simple.....Haiz
Anyway hope everything will be fine.Did not expect good gradings for this FYP as to be frank i think our system are not as good but still its the hard work. And as we were new to this module & not much guidence therefore was rather lost.
Quite confident that the next one will be better!
So people go rest & have fun now before the next one starts which will be real soon!

After 1 hr of evaultion, met up with Zack and went lunch.
Bugis with Sophia. Slacked at TCC as the heels really kills!
Aunt's house to settle some stuff before she is off to Malaysia on friday =(
Back at PP to meet Sophia/.
Overall an HAPPY day as its Finally over!

PEOPLE I WANNA THANK:

My one & only sister. Always there when i needed!

Bestie Mning. My pair of listening ears =)

Bestie Sophia. Working very hard throughout & made things happen!

Last but not least Danny. Though sometimes really angry with his elastic band timing & temper but still helped a lot not only project problems but my problems.

Ending of FYP leaded me to skip class today =)
Heading to town to get my phone updated *
ECons UT tml =(

TakeAways: game over!

Love, @ 9:38 AM

.Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ♥

FYP is gone!

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight!

Takeaways: GoodBye to you!

Love, @ 8:19 AM

.Monday, July 14, 2008 ♥

Finally

Couldnt sleep last night due to some problems & people.
Went school like zombie. And was late due to the jam again!
But today four of us were late together...Haha
Submisson date for FYP:

Our precious work inside

Me & Sophia on the way to submit the project =)
Yup finally but as the date of presentation gets nearer my heart gets colder too.
But still felt lucky to present so fast as after Wednesday i will be free while others still struggling / worrying =)
Left school early since Danny's friend fetching.
Plus was really tired & felt that i should go home to go through the project so as to get myself prepared.
Temple dinner tonite with family.
Marketing Ut tml.

TakeAways: Tired.

Love, @ 4:37 PM

.Sunday, July 13, 2008 ♥

Weekend

My weekend just flew off like that!
Spend my Friday night chionging fyp at home =(
Woke up after a few hours of sleep & headed to JB.
A dumb dumb face i made.Hehe

Reached JB rather early as was suppose to catch a 11 45 movie but ended up not watching s Yien was late & not in time for it.
Therefore had our breakfast at Season's cafe.
As it was still early the shopping mall is rather empty so me & sis did stupid things =)

Went to Jusco wanted to sing KTV but ended up not as the fee was rather expensive and not worth for us to sign up as member. Walked & shopped around.
This was an interesting doughnut from Donkin Doughnuts.

Went Holiday plaza for our usual Medi & pedi.
Then back to City Square for stone grill dinner.
Was yummy & portion rather big.

Great day at JB as did all the things we wanted =)

Sunday:
Woke up at 9 plus. Went for breakfast then back home for fyp.
Out to raffles place as sis wanted to put things in office.
Cabbed to Marina for Waraku.
3 person ate $80 ++ cost of food!
Headed to bugis to temple & shoppings =)
Was rather worried bt my fyp so went to the temple.
Ended up with a Bad qian =(
Made me feel worst!
Long story but just dont feel good bt it la.Haiz
Went Parkway after that to cont shopping.
Alwin got the car. Drove to Bt Merah for dinner.
Wonderful dinner then to dover rd then home sweet home.

School tml but dont really want to go=(
I Kind of going crazy soon!
Cant sleep tonite though u said dont worry every thing just count on me.
Pray hard that everything will be fine.

Anyway recently so addicted to this song by Zhang shao han but think quite long le...
Its Qin Ai De Na Bu Shi Ai Qing =)

Take Aways: Will eveything be fine?

Love, @ 11:18 PM

.Friday, July 11, 2008 ♥

now i know it

Went home after UT yesterday...
Was so tired that i actually slept on the bus!
Shocked to see dad at home coz its rather early
Random decision of Dad's... Ended up at Geylang for Bah Kuh teh
Was also tempted by the fried prawn next door...
Therefore ended up ordering both! Feel damn fat la!

After dinner walked around & happen to see durian all around.
Greedy of coz cant resist but as i am already damn full therefore bought them home =)
Mum too was attracted by these yummy yellowies=)

Due to such heavy dinner... I cant get to bed and so did my FYP.

Couldnt sleep last night.
Woke up rather early for school.
Still thought wont be late & confidently msged m-ning that i will meet her 8 am!
Ended up caught in a damn jam at PIE.
Was LATE.

Today's Marketing was interesting...
Had an interesting relief facilitator
Born in china...But traveled around a lot and live in places like UK... US...San Fransisco etc
therefore when she speaks there is this funny accent!

But still she is the only one after i enter RP for so long whom had enlightened me about what my course actually is!

DBC = Business & Computing

Therefore i am the middle person whom would tell the IT people bt the business aspects the business man wants in their web / product at the same time also tell the Business man the IT aspects of the product they wants and why they should get it.How interesting.

All i can say is that business modules are always general therefore i dont tink i made a wrong choice!

UT again today =(
Was BPMN
Did not come for that lesson therefore has no idea bout it! Luckily there was still sometime so Danny explained to me the detail which helped a lot as they came out during the test! Thanks man =)

Dinner at aunt house, it has been quite some time since i last went back.

Aunt is always the best. Prepares my fav food always =)
Home to do FYP again =(

But i am also counting down to the number of days to the end of it!
5 more days to go! JIA YOU!!!!!

Many problems i met and really makes me feel so sick of them.
Sometimes i am also afraid that it will drift my relation with my friends =(\

ANyway will make sure history wont repeat and the next project will be much better !

TakeAways: FYP on the go.

Love, @ 11:19 AM

.Tuesday, July 08, 2008 ♥

HAPPY!

Schools was usual && always late =p
Always try to wake up on time but somehow fail...Hahha
Therefore leading to dragging m-ning to be late too =)
Well done rite?

Anyway was busy rushing my Sem 1 's FYP which is ending soon like next week?
Yea really a big smile now i can give!

Completed the codings =)
Completed the report =)
Doing some clearing & beautification =)
Preparing to present =)
Problems were all resolved=)
Unnecessary people are left abandoned at a conner =)
Anyway after the whole website is done, i feel so happy and satisfied as it has proven that our hard work are not wasted!
Wishing now for a smooth presentation & everything will be fine =)

Next selection for Sem 2 Fyp have started
Got my team mates (Danny & Sophia)
Yes 3 person team as we feel that there is not much difference if the other joins.
Hopefully the one we wanted to do most got chosen so that we can all escape from the sickening php codings! (*fingers crossed*)

TakeAways: Ice Ice Baby!

Love, @ 11:27 PM

.Sunday, July 06, 2008 ♥

Its another day =)

Downtown east yesterday for Hancock.
Quite an interesting show with all the super powers but i guess we missed quite abit of the front part =p

Before movie we slacked at this cafe near the ferries wheel...
Cooling place with nice drinks & card games =)

Was at the Car park when we saw this beautiful scenery

Overall i feel downtown is not too bad for some movies & its not too far =)
I guess the nearest Cathay in the east!
Drove to ikea for some hotdogs as there was cravings than to mel's house for mahjong.

Going little india ltr to bring back some smell...wahahha
School tml =( Not very wanting to go but i cant skip tht module anymore!
*****NIGHTMARES*****

TakeAways: Cough Cough

Love, @ 11:44 AM

.Saturday, July 05, 2008 ♥

Its raining inside out

Its raining heavily outside just like how it is inside my heart.
Yup this is the picture which could really explain...

If i am given a chance now to run away to a far far far place, I will take the chance and go.
Life recently is terrible many things popping and they are really suffocating me!
First of all its my health...Getting bad to worst cannot really concentrate in anything I am doing...
Next is thy painful & irritating FYP of mine.
Getting from bad to worst...Mostly its the people involve.
One of the useless team mate has decided to leave the group for good for the next project.
Left behind is 2 great friend of mine. Suppose to be fine but not.
His attitude & character have made me in many difficult situation no matter in class or out.
I dont know how long or how much more can i tolerate & help.
Suppose to have a meet up to complete the project tiday but he wasnt able to wake up. Which i feel its so nonsense as if can do it for school days why not? Sick of calling & calling therefore gave up & cancel it.
On the other side i feel so hard to explain to my gal friend. If things carrying on i don't know what will it be when it comes to the next selection. I just want to disappear!

Pictures & memories of you came floating back.
From time to time i realize that you are actually not forgotten.
Always thought that i really could just put all things down here and walk away happily.
But in the end its back to square one again.
Mayb i really did put down but somehow there are still some which cant be placed down therefore following me.

Takeways: It will all get better in time?

Love, @ 2:31 PM

. ♥

Missing

It has been along time since i last update?
ANyway busy with FYP which i making me go crazy!
Just came back from sophia hos & we are gonna meet again for fyp tml =(
Went Cindy's place to pass her the lil gift we gave her as support for her A levels
Just came by to drop a short message as i am rather tired now.

Take Aways: A sudden small chat brings you back to me...May i just wan bu liao. I thought i was strong but i wasnt!

2.30am

Love, @ 1:42 AM

.Tuesday, July 01, 2008 ♥

SIck Yes Sick

Skipped school on Monday =)
Went Maple Clinic for the next appointment...
Doctor says it will heal better this time as its improving & a heavy medicine is used!
Town with Sophia after tt...
Catch another movie 10 promises to my dog
But before that we had our lunch at Shoduko...
A very nice Jap spag restaurant =)

After movie we went round shopping but ended up with nothing....
Either cant find suitable ones or no size =(
Got my Darling Cindy a gift before her exams...Sort of like a supporting gift?Hhahah
Had snacks at Taka as our dinner & Home sweet home.

Its always nice to spend time with ur besties =)

Today woke up freaking late but still went school.
Ended up reaching school at 9.18
Went CWP during lunch as Zixin came to drove us there....
Had sushi but wasn't in gd appetite therefore did not really eat =(
Was having a bad headache and feeling feverish...
Guess i am down with cold?
Anyway still feeling super unwell now & whole body is aching...
Shall sleep early tonite =)

FYPing tml... Not really looking forward as i am really sick of facing certain people whom is giving me the same problems again & again even after so much chances!
Some people are just not fit to allow me to be soft hearted with!

TakeAways: Get well soon!

Love, @ 8:50 PM